28/11/19 6:00p.m.
Tomorrow at 2:30p.m., I will be taking my last Alevels paper.
I think what scares me is not only the paper that I am going to take but everything that is about, and bound to come after that. What will happen to me? Will, what I envision come to play smoothly? I think that is the real deal. And it feels just as though I am stepping into the unknown once again. However, as much as this seems scary to me, it excites my soul, it forces me to focus, it pushes me to become the person I imagine/envision myself to be.
I am not going to settle down, but I need to end up somehow doing something concrete, so I need to wrap my head around the amount of free time I will end up having after my examinations end. But at this point, I do not have a solid plan just yet, maybe the next time I post, I will have something.
