Saturday, December 26, 2020

Be at the Top

12/26/20 12:33 a.m.

Let them be. Let them flaunt. Let them strut. Let them do whatever hell they want. It is what it is. 

Focus on getting better, if you refuse to co-exist, you be better, you be stronger, you be smarter. You have seen only the tip of the iceberg and I am pretty sure this is not the worst of it yet. I have no idea when it will come, but you better sure that you are prepared for it. Expect that it will come, these people you will meet will scare you, anger you, but promise me you will try to make peace and work cohesively together first. When things get ugly, hold yourself together, you have done your best and you did what you could. No hard feelings. You have choices and decisions, choose wisely and, follow through without regret.

Being ambitious is good but being out and open exposes your weakness, hold on to yourself, and don't crumble under pressure and expectations. You are better than that. Learn to listen to your inner non-conscious mind, follow your gut feelings.

Survive the next 6 months and, make the best out of it. Life should be more than just surviving. 

Friday, December 11, 2020

A note to self 1.0

Dear Hui Ling, 

Things may seem tough but I assure you that things will get better. There will be times where you feel like crying, sure, go ahead and let it all out. Know very clearly who you are as a person and what exactly do you stand for. Go for opportunities where every single part of you feels so strongly for, otherwise, take a step back and reconsider. Don't rush into things without thinking because I assure you, you will regret it. Choose the right people to lean on and do not be afraid to be vulnerable and to be who you are. 

Ride the waves and take it all in. It will be more therapeutic than you think.

Much love,
Hui