Thoughts

1/2/20 2.33 a.m.
Will a new year still be a new year if my mind has not totally wrap around the idea that a new year has descended? Or maybe it will never will...

I have spent the past month (December 2018) just collecting the bits and pieces of myself that were broken from A-levels. I went back to my hometown with my family and I travelled to Phuket, Thailand with my class. These two trips have been fun and memorable, but in actuality, anything can beat the exams season.

Thailand trip was though, a life-changing experience. I felt spiritually enlightened by the views. I felt awakened when I got to swim in vast oceans, murky and clear, especially with a school of fishes. I felt free when I did not stress about my future at all in the entire five-days journey. This trip changed my life mantra. Every day from then onwards, I reminded myself to not stress about things that I cannot control at all. I am still very much a work in progress but I am helping myself to let go of things that I am so persistent or I should say stubborn in, and live more in the present moment.

I have been reading a lot of books lately, and am starting to embrace my lazy self, but I am still striving to learn something new every day. Just today, I found a new interest in construction things, from tiling to plumbing, I can see myself living in a tiny house in Sweden/New Zealand/England or one of those Nordic countries.

xoxo, Hui